It's my life...

I'm at work and bored.  I suppose I could work......but what's the fun in that?

My icon is absolutely 100% how I feel right now.  

What

The 

Fuck?

Whether it's people at work who have been watching a stupid video all day or conversations about Gerard's nuptials.....it's like a world of what the fuck? I'm living in.

I'll admit it.....it threw me for a loop when I heard about the impromptu ceremony backstage after my concert.  Now?  I don't care.  

Know what freaks me out?  My youtube video of the champagne toast being one of the top 10 most watched.  Surfing some site I've never seen or been to and seeing my pictures pop up of me and Nikki with G and Frank.  *shivers*

And this stupid video they are watching....it's of people playing Wii football.....why are we watching this?  No idea.

So I figure I'll just stare at picture of Frank all day.

 

I'm trying to get over my Frank love.  It's not working.

Help.

For those of you who don't know...or are even still friggin interested in reading this blog....I met Frank Iero and Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance in Dallas and Houston, TX last weekend.

I miss Frank.

Let's get on with the pretty.

http://good-times.webshots.com/album/560192199MfnmEs 

This is Dallas.  Now that I think of it....absolutely no show we were at ended up with us staying to watch Linkin Park.  What is wrong with me?  I had a mission people.....to meet Frank and G.
After the argument of two helpful black gentlement over where me and my roommate Nikki were to park....we finally got to the buses.
I saw G ride out in a golf cart, wearing his black parade jacket.  The new one.  Is it new?  Is it a black parade jacket?  I don't know.
He did not come back.
Frank came out next.  Put his stuff in his bus, put on the hoodie and came walking back to us.  The hoodie was one that zipped OVER his head.....so he unzipped it as he walked up.  I always enjoy hearing the little screams of pleasure girls let out when they are excited to see someone.  
He said hi to everyone.....and then whipped out a pen and started signing things.  At first he was standing....then he sat. (Only when taking the pictures off my camera did I realize that he sat to tie his shoe.....and that is insanely cute to me)  He sat for a good 20 minutes...signing cell phones, cameras, pictures.....talking to people about pictures they gave him....generally being so effing cute that I wanted to puke all over myself.
He then stood up and told us all to get in a single file line.  Yes...he said the words "single file". 
When it was my turn:
Susie - You can't tell me I stink
Frank - Shit, I stink too
Susie - Ok
I put my arm around him and he put his arm around me and we took our picture.  I said "Thanks sweetheart." and walked back towards Nikki for her picture.
I have to say....my picture with him is so friggin cute that I can't stop looking at it.  LOOK at his smile!!!!!!!!!!!

http://good-times.webshots.com/album/560203756zPYEln 

Houston was next.  I would like to say that I was at all 3 shows in TX....but we weren't sure we could have the camera in San Antonio....would've been good pictures tho...I was in the pit.
We left again before Linkin Park came out.
Found the buses and copped a squat.
The drummer from Julien-K came out and talked to us for a bit.  Then he left.
James Dewees came out next.
I love him.  He's hilarious and fun and just all around a great guy.  I asked him what the gong was for onstage....since I never saw him use it.  He said it was for Mama.
Hm.  Ok.  There's no gong in that song.
He swore to me it was mic'd but the mic keeps falling down so you can't hear it.
Then...low and behold.  Mr. Gerard Way came out in his lil golf cart.  I saw him first.
He pulled into the gated area where some of the buses were and a young girl, who I would like to kiss and hug and buy a car when she turns 16, said, "Gerard....can you come over here and sign something?"
He got out, readjusted a little and went, "SURE!!!"
He walked towards us and went down the line one way.  There was a girl at the end who was extremely overwhelmed that he was standing in front of her.  He was unbelieveably cute with her.  He took her phone and signed it, telling her this was "Way more cool."
He got to me and signed my liner notes.  (He signs XOXO....wtf?)  I said, "Thank you."
He looked straight at me and said, "You're welcome."
*pukes on my shoes*
He then made a comment to the bodyguard about taking pictures with us in groups.  I was talking to James at that point, so I have no idea what transpired....but the last thing I know, he was walking away back to his bus.

So....mission accomplished.  I got some awesome videos too.
http://www.youtube.com/SusieMC76

http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b133/grandma_georgina/mcr_gerardhall.jpg

I think this was taken in Houston.  Pouting is unfair Mr. Way.  Especially when I did not get to have lots and lots of sex with you looking like this.

It makes me happy to see that my pictures are being passed everywhere tho.  Everyone should partake in all that is Frank Iero!!!

How appropriate tho....it is no 900 degrees here in Denver.

*waits for September 3rd*

I was reading some of my old entries....holy cow I was melodramatic.  Good thing that's all over.

I figured I would start posting in here again....considering I really DON'T on myspace.  LOL!  I'm just not good at online journals.

Look at the avatar....isn't he cute?

*sigh*

Well y'all....I think it's time to retire this thing.

I will be posting over at my myspace account from now on. If you'd like to read there, find me.... SusieMC76@comcast.net

MUAH!

I realized earlier that the couch was full of dog hair.

So I vacuumed the shit out of it. And used Fabreze....which smells good...which confused me...I thought Fabreze wasn't supposed to smell.

That led to vacuuming the entire living room and then the dining room, then my room and the hallway. Which then led to cleaning the kitchen and laundry room.

Um...I don't even LIKE to clean. By the time I'd realized what I was doing....the entire apartment was clean (Except Nikki's room....I could get lost in her closet). It was when I stood in the middle of the kitchen with a rag that I went, "Wow...what the hell am I doing?"

I proceeded to throw the rag down and walk into my bathroom.

And....you guessed it....

I cleaned that too.

I think I have a disorder. Can someone help me please?

I also then realized that I'd been listening to Tyler Hilton "That's How Love Should Be" on continuous repeat for like 3 hours.

Anyone have the number to a good shrink?

I still have to do laundry. And yes, I'm going to do it. What? Shutup.

To start posting in this more so that Jovi and Vix can make fun of me more easily then through emails at work.

My friends love me so.....

I'm alive....not exactly by choice right now. But what can ya do right? I think there's something in the air....everyone I know is either having issues with their significant other or things have totally ended with their significant other.

So, of course, because God loves me and I'm never allowed to be left out of anything. I too am having issues.

I give up.

That's all I can say at this point.

What is the origin and meaning of your name?:: I was named for a soap opera character on As The World Turns. She's still on the show. My mother also named me Susan because her mother used to say "you'll always have a friend named Susan."
How did your parents/guardians chose that name for you?:: Read above
Do you live in a community with a lack of diversity?:: no
In your community, do you consider yourself an insider or an outcast?:: insider I guess....I haven't really ever thought about it.
What is your dream wedding?:: on a cliff in Hawaii at sunset. He's in shorts and a shirt, I'm in a flowy dress and bare feet.
What is your dream car?:: Mustang GT Convertible
Can you touch your toes without bending your knees?:: hell no....be serious.
What's a sport, skill, activity, etc. you wish you'd taken up, but didn't?:: i wish i'd kept playing soccer
Why didn't you?:: i hate running
When was the last time you had a professional picture taken?:: senior pictures...1994
Did you like the way it turned out?:: um no
If you won a week-long trip to any city in the world, where would you go?:: Athens, Greece
Why? What would you like to do there?:: see all the history...i love history
What do you wear, carry, etc. for good luck?:: don't really have a good luck charm.
When was the last time you visited the hospital?:: October of last year for my reduction surgery.
What was the reason?:: reduction surgery
If you have any, are any of your enemies previous friends?:: yup
Why was their a break-up?:: cuz people suck.
Have you gained or lost any weight in the past 3 months?:: probably like 3 or 4 lbs.
How often do you exercise?:: I don't.
How do you normally fix your hair in the morning?:: no...i sleep as much as humanly possible.
Are you more interested in art or in music?:: music
Do you know your blood type?:: no
Have you ever given blood before?:: yup
Who do you think you'll vote for president in the upcoming election?:: i honestly have no friggin idea.
Or if you can''t vote, who would you vote for?::
Who do you admire the most, dead or alive?:: my daddy
Where were you on 9/11?:: at home sick and heard the phone ring and my mom tell me a plane hit the world trade center.
Have you ever been kissed?:: yep
What shape resembles your body-type?:: apple.
Do you color, perm, relax, or highlight your hair?:: color
If so, what do you do to keep it from drying out?:: expensive shampoo and leave in conditioner
What is your zodiac sign?:: taurus
Do you feel your sign matches your personality well?:: ABSOLUTELY
What color are your dad's eyes?:: brown
How tall is your mom?:: 5'3"
What skin color is your best friend's?:: she's tan
Does your favorite teacher wear glasses?:: yes
What is your sibling's (if you have one) middle name?:: Michael
Have you ever kissed an animal?:: passionately? i kiss bailee all the time.
Do you hug trees?:: nope
If you own a car, do you have any bumper stickers on it?:: no
If so, what do they say?::
What was the last hat you wore?:: probably a baseball hat of some sort
What religion were you raised?:: catholic
Are you still that religion?:: yes
If not, what religion are you and why'd you change?::
What is your most embarrassing moment?:: cussing in front of Nick Carter
Which year do you feel was your best year thus far?:: 1999
And your worst year thus far?:: 1998
Who was your first serious boyfriend or girlfriend?:: Mick
Do you know how to tie a tie?:: nope
How many floors does your home have?:: 2
What is your dream job?:: website designer for the biggest musical acts in the world
What is your favorite girl's and boy's name?:: Jake and Natalie
Have you ever had a dream about flying?:: no
What about falling?:: yes
Do you smoke?:: no
What's your opinion on pollution?:: living in a state where it's a huge problem? It sucks that the brown cloud hazes out some of the prettiest sunsets ever.
If you smoke and are against pollution, then why they hell are you smoking?:: I DON'T SMOKE!!

I just would like to understand.....

Why Paris Hilton is a slut because she's seen walking with Nick out of a coffee shop.....

Why Paris Hilton "gets around" because there's a picture taken of her walking out of a coffee shop with Nick....

Why Nick is an idiot, moron, dumbass etc, etc.....because he's seemingly done nothing (to me at least) but walk out of a coffee shop with Paris Hilton?

Why it is even discussed, eluded to or speculated that they may be dating because there was a picture taken of them walking out of a coffee shop together?

It's a picture. One in which they don't even seem to be walking in the same direction. Then again, I didn't look at it that closely.

*shrugs*

Good thing I don't drink coffee I guess.

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